Thinking about the future only brings me anxiety.

The amount of work, studying, grades, tests, in order to reach the goal.

Thinking about PCATS makes me quiver.

Why is it that society makes it so hard to live in the present?

I guess living in the present is "irresponsible" in a sense, but constantly thinking about the future is not living life.

Jesus, this is my insanity plea.

Am I becoming too sensitive? I feel like I'm more easily irritated by trivial things.

Maybe its stress.

Just read my old xanga from 2006. I cringed at some of the posts where I screamed for attention. Ouch. The immaturity and lack of independence make me pity the old me. But then again, I wonder if I will pity the present me in the future....