Got into a pretty big fight with my little bro yesterday. Fists and all. Things broke; it was bad. And I guess I learned that I have been sucking really bad at being a good big bro. I thought I was doing alright, I mean not GOOD per say, but not bad. Damn, I was so wrong. So wrong, so irresponsible, so uncaring that I didn't even realize the shit that was going on right under my nose. I'm mad at my brother, but more than that, I'm mad at myself because in a way it was all my fault. From now on, I will try hard, try harder, and even harder than that to be a good brother. Jesus, help me.

I must write a new post about Disneyland before I forget what happened. Hahaha. So Disneyland was pretty dang great. I had lots of fun and I think I would have regretted not going. The fireworks were so heart warming heehee. And it made me want a girlfriend. The new Space Mountain is pretty awesome and so is Thunder Mountain which I rode like 3 times. The people I went with were great too ahaha.

Anyway, nothing out of the ordinary going on right now except school, which in itself is pretty ordinary. I just can't wait for winter break. Christmas is drawing near. And even though presents marr the true meaning of Christmas, it means money; and that is something I currently do not have. Maybe I'll make something for my friends along with a card. Sigh.

Hmm. Maybe I should start posting some blogs with deeper meaning ahahaha. Now that I think of it, all of them are like...superficial and no depth. Maybe....