You say you're after the pursuit of happiness, but you have so much anger/depression/hate in your heart.

Does wishing death over other people make you happy?

I really do hope you find happiness, so you could let your anger go.

Or is it that you have to let your anger go to find happiness?

I hope you'd figure it out on your own.

I'm a no-good selfish son of a bitch.

Perspective?

Hmm. I was just reading some blogs and I realized that the blogger was using much higher vocabulary than he/she uses in real life. I'm not sure what it was, but some party of me felt a bit annoyed at this particular feature. And then I thought "Crap, do I do this too?"

And I think I do. My vocabulary in my blogs are a bit more advanced than everyday vernacular. (Case and point).

However, as I pointed this out to a friend, I also came to realize that writing is more formal than speech and thus requires formality, organization, and enhanced vocabulary. Furthermore, blogs with a sense of sophistication are more interesting to read than blogs that use "LOL" and "OMG".

But then again, I guess it all boils down to perspective and preference and whatnot.

Well, this blog did not really have a purpose. It was just a sudden realization that occurred to me and which I thought was interesting enough to blog about.

I'm exhausted. Life has been giving me curve balls lately.

So many downturns, but little bits of happiness and carefree leisure in between.

The constant emotions ups and downs recently have begun to take its toll on me.