Got into a pretty big fight with my little bro yesterday. Fists and all. Things broke; it was bad. And I guess I learned that I have been sucking really bad at being a good big bro. I thought I was doing alright, I mean not GOOD per say, but not bad. Damn, I was so wrong. So wrong, so irresponsible, so uncaring that I didn't even realize the shit that was going on right under my nose. I'm mad at my brother, but more than that, I'm mad at myself because in a way it was all my fault. From now on, I will try hard, try harder, and even harder than that to be a good brother. Jesus, help me.