Hey blogspot. Its been a while.

Here's an update. I've come home for winter break.

Even though I'm more than glad to not have any classes for a few weeks,

I wish that I was in Irvine. Don't get me wrong, I love my family and I love

meeting up with my friends. But sadly, La Crescenta has no longer become my home.

I've mentally set up a connection with my small cubicle dorm room in Shadowfax room 309.

Its uncomfortable to know that my bed doesn't feel like my own.

My dad told me something interesting today. He said that from what he's observed, I've fallen away from God. Its true. Through all of college life leading up these past ten weeks, God has been a last priority. I only go to church now because I have to. Its quite sad really, knowing how close I used to be with Him. But this apathy, this sense of immortality, is preventing me from going back. When I think of my future life, I can definitely see me as a Christian again, firmly entrenched in the faith. But for now, I think I'll leave life be...life's not done with me yet.