As I reflect on some of the choices I've made of late, and the outcomes of those choices, I've noticed that I've been overwhelmingly complacent.
My compromising attitude has led me to be apathetic towards the things that are important and instead care about the superficial; things that I want; instant gratification. I'm thoroughly disgusted at my selfish and foolish choices and I'm looking for a way out.
Also, still lots of craziness going on. I hate to see my friends going through crap like this and I want to help, but sometimes, its hard to respect that they need their own secrets. I wish I could help. I want it all to fade away. Sigh. What's wrong with me?
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