Clinging on...

Hope. I got admitted to UC Riverside today. Lets face it: yes, its a good school, but nobody grows up saying "I want to go to Riverside when I grow up!" As cocky as this may sound, I applied to that school mainly for a confidence boost. And well, I'm trying to be as thankful as I can, because maybe, maybe, God might see it in his grace to grant me a chance at UCLA. I KNOW that I'm completely lacking. And yet, hours of my family's prayer, the countless hours of potential sleep spent praying by my grandma, the tears of desperation, along with my cries and pleads for help, cannot possibly be all ignored. So I'm clinging on to the hope, that by some God-given miracle, I get into UCLA. As unlikely a chance that might be, I will continue to pray and have faith that my God will provide. And if I don't get in, even though I might be bitter and sad at first, I will accept the fact that God simply has other plans for me and move on. But for now, hope. Hope.