Dang it all. I blame the media for our heightened expectations and standards for our significant other. I mean, what are the chances that you'll find someone so dang perfect, good-looking, smart, and without error? I mean, I think most people realize that no one is perfect, and yet, some part of them wishes that someone would get close enough. Hahaha.
The reason that I haven't been in a relationship yet is simply because I realize that high school relationships are bound to end. Two hormonal teenagers not yet fully mature + infatuation = recipe for disaster. So far, I look around at all of the people around me in relationships and this rule holds true. I don't know a single couple from middle school that has lasted til now. Why should high school be any different?
But still, this skeptical and wary view at relationships has cost me experience. And though I'll have plenty of chances in the future(I hope), I cant help but wish I had a girlfriend; someone to laugh with, someone to make happy, someone to hold, someone to talk to.
I guess this is nothing but a bitter rant with media as a scapegoat. I know I still have the world ahead of me(yes, I realize La Crescenta is not the world) and thus many shots at love, but I'm just impatient. WIFEY, WHERE ARE YOU?
What if I knew who I was going marry? If it wouldn't jeopardize "fate" or the future, I would find her and start now. Haha. I mean, I'm going to spend the rest of my life with her, I want to make sure I know her inside and out. Dang. Marriage seems so far ahead of me. I don't even know why I'm thinking about these things. I feel slightly feminine. Do other guys think about this stuff?
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