Looking back on past days in 2009, I've realized that a lot has happened since then.
2010 has been quite a bit of struggle.
Many things learned, heard, felt, the bulk of which has had a pretty negative impact on me.
I've become quite aware of things going on around me, but at a great cost.
I've realized that I've lost a certain part of me due to a slow onset of cynical thoughts and negative thinking.
And now I need to get back in touch. I need to recover.
I want to become myself again. Before it all.